infinisque

she could not.

2010-03-19T01:25:19Z

ever get this feeling that you don't know what you're doing half the time, the world's a freaking masquerade and you can't see through their masks or the one you have everyone's smiling but which ones are real? life's not an averaging of highs and lows anymore; it's so much more it becomes scary I want to run away instead of facing the brunt because it tears without knowing and without any care in the world. things are laid out so perfect, in such order it just can't be real can it. I behave so differently at times, with different people but when I'm alone I can't help but feel, in the whole sense of the word, alone.

my emotions are being drawn taut

there is only so much words can express

officially missing you

2010-03-16T11:43:59Z

one of my favourite covers of all time!

.. YES I KNOW I POSTED THIS ONCE BEFOREEE BUT STILL

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Oh.. can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially..

...

we all have our passing moments, and people come and go, endlessly moving

sometimes, I wish someone could stop for me.

when you've got nothing else

2010-03-14T08:28:36Z

(only because I like this one loads)

is there still..?

-

recently i've grown rather lazy. in jotting down all the snippets of life and the 101 things going on ~~all the time~~ but i've got to say, good and bad times. there are days you don't want to climb out of bed and nights you just want to curl under the blanket and sleep everything off. then there are other times you just feel happy, be it someone special who lights up your day or somehing utterly random that makes you smile. oh god i should stop talking in a third-person pov yes??

just watched alice in wonderland. my favourite line is still..
"you've lost your muchness" (it made me think so hard my brain nearly burst)

impromptu plans + nice smses do make me feel more alright (:

waiting for blurblurblah to come over for some song thingum.. gonna give her a BIG HUG later why have you been so down lately..!! give you some love kays you're awesome my dear friend.

family time tonight. haven't been keeping them company for some time...

don't let it come to nought

2010-03-07T09:49:53Z

recently I feel so caught up with people, things, work, more people... had a couple of really good meal dates too. I feel everything slipping out of grasp, out of control. and there's alot of things going on. it's getting a little crazy in here, you know? still, I've been making a couple of possibly life-changing (??) decisions and I rly rly hope things will work out okay. I need to stop thinking over certain troubling/heart-wrenching stuff. it's making me withdraw into a world of my own and screwing up my body system it sucks i need to stop falling sick.. !!

...

returning back to nyc for a short visit with the lovely batchmates really made my day though. every familiar corridor, the familiar scent of the music room, the walkways, the familiar faces of teachers, juniors, smiling canteen vendors.. I missed them all. and when the choir had me conduct one of our old songs again, I think a part of me really wanted to cry. then came the words of appreciation, us talking to them just as we always did, hearing their happy goodbyes. it felt as if my heart was squeezing itself so tightly.

I wondered if it would break.

-

chi lec test, pw shiz, rioHC (w/o j2s...) and first ever sl meeting tmrw.
YEAH LET'S MAKE THIS WORK

heartache

2010-03-01T03:41:01Z

xx

weird things have been happening lately. sometimes i think you're just out to mess with my mind and my emotions but then again some people make me feel so much better so i don't wish to complain. rioHC pracs are slipping into the all-too-familiar drill-like regime but i love it all the same. we've got to try hard and sing our hearts out for this choir, and speaking of choir i simply adore my batchmates/seniors because they're such a lovely group of people. i finally understand why jr's so passionate about joining council; i feel the same way for rioHC and yes i'm willing to do anything, even if wed pracs for france people end at nine every week. let's just do it kkk ♥

other schtuffs;

1. i need to spend more time alone with myself
2. meeting new people/friends have made me very happy
3. old friends wanting to catch up = even more happy yay (:
4. an intensifying need to exercise (GYM ANYONE?)
5. my dad is the most awesome guy i know
6. hbl is just plain... useless and nerve-wrecking omg
7. alot of plans for march ahh where is that planner..!!

okay bye everyone math test on thurs can go screw itself

wake up in the morning feeling so damn dizzy

2010-02-24T15:23:34Z

haven't had time to post properly for the past few days, reaons being: 1. choir overload (orientation was coolshiz though!!) and tons of songss 2. tutorials omg kill me naozx 3. waking up at five thirty every morn and taking the bus to hwach YES NOW I KNOW IT'S V TIRING 4. thinking about all sorts of stuff 5. resolving certain matters that have left me sad/relieved/happy but most importantly i've realised that there are so many things to be thankful for, so if we close our eyes to all of it in the end there will only be regret

and so.
~~not sure why but some people just don't get the hint that i don't want to talk to them~~

anw rioHC had a v good workshop today! good in terms of learning so much more than expected from that hilariously awesome conductor haha. I just wish my voice will get better soon so we can all make music together (: I sound like some kid I know ugh word vomit thoughts not v coherent now... !!

dinner tmrw catching up with old friends is always the ♥

flitting in and out

2010-02-20T00:31:42Z

OKAY school's been good so far; meeting Elf in the mornings, causing mass pandemonium during classes (thanks wq haha) and saying hi/spending time with some people who aren't just bothered with their own lives. sweet. council elections coming up.. good luck all you sparkling nominees!! can't wait to watch my friends campaign and strut their stuff etc. etc.

choir orientation in less than an hour!
excited excited :-)

actually there's alot of things I wish to say. but somehow I doubt the words will come out right. they never do.

for a special bunch of people,

2010-02-16T13:26:32Z

MAJOR OG-WITHDRAWAL BLUES.

today was beyond amazing it's like we've found a family in one another..

like what ps said, time passes by fast (too fast, really) when they're good/unforgettable/memorable.. and the times with you guys are all of that. at my place when we were playing bridge, or huddled in a corner watching the korean movie, breaking out in random bursts of laughter, or running after some bus and all the way to the cinema, or watching valentine's day which seemed to hit home - straight to the heart; I always felt something.

this warm tingly feeling that made me feel loved

you guys will always make me feel this way.
so, cheers to the long-lasting life of our dear og and of more amazing times to come! ♥

a little something called wonderful

2010-02-12T16:17:23Z

(why today fully deserves a recap post)

10A16;
CNY/V-DAY CELEBRATIONS! ^^

#1 ARES WON FAC DANCE (!!) the moment the results were announced i swear chaos ensued.. people screaming crying yelling in sheer elation omg I can't believe it we actually won! all our hard work really did pay off... our fac dance's the bomb seriously (: the other facs did great too, I especially liked the middle part of athena's.. they put in alot of effort! still, I'm a true blue (red?) aresian all the way haha.

#2 THANKS EVERYONE who gave vday gifts to me today (: the flowers, chocolates, cards and balloons all made me smile! some of them came as quite a surprise.. but v pleasant too haha. hwach = brimming with the spirit of giving and love today ♥

#3 OG outing afterwards.. ahh you guys are rly amazing company i can't even find the right words to express my current state of mind ugh. it's impossible to describe how much fun we had (plus the laughterrr) and all the silly jokes and epic moments and times when it just felt so good to be together as a group. made plans for more og outings/meetups/meals and visits to ____'s class bench (HAHA) and yes I love you guys thanks for everything!! ♥

when people of vastly differing personalities and interests come together
and connect effortlessly
and lose track of time in one another's company

it's a wonderful thing (:

with my head in the clouds,

2010-02-09T15:00:31Z

HELLO WORLD.

past two days have been fun! not the crazy kind but the lighthearted, cosy kind of fun (: right now I'm totally exhausted and smiling like some retard with a hugeass bruise on the knee 'cos of... ARES FAC DANCE!! not sure why I'm so into it because I'm usually the klutz queen but today's dance session was made of awesome man. danced with jeff and after he left, kwangming became my partner (and even got carissa a guy! HAHA) and.. okay. he can really dance, not kidding. later after we talked I realised he may be joining MAD hiphop.. all the way yeah! guess we really had fun even though we were 'forced' into the first row and now I finally understand the whole song after fumbling around for so long haha.

photo post; too lazy to write (:

HELLO HWACH ♥
you have a pretty campusss; explored it with Elf today! (:

ysabel me peishan yingyen!
we love the high sch food yumz (:

this is peishan, our future councillor :p

10A16 on Oswald's birthday! ♥

mm. really starting to like our class more and more.. (:

carissa and her "wonderful piece of art" hahaha

class girls! ^^

the stnicks girls! who are really v v nice and uh hilarious (:

HELLO CHRISSY I'll send you my well-wishes before you leave k <3

carissa making mr fudge do imaginary pull-ups..

the four of us.. to infinity and beyond!! ♥

AHH __ let km and I go for dramafeste auditions under 'special' arrangements.. omg yay.
ares, let's win this yeah!

one hour of lectures tmrw + dance prep + choir + piano = KILL ME NOW ugh

underrated

2010-02-07T10:39:08Z

been on two extreme ends of the emotional tightrope for the past few days or so; teethering on delirous excitement (10A16 ftw), suffering from orientation withdrawal, bad case of exhaustion and lastly crying over stupid stuff that shouldn't have mattered in the first place. there are certain things so fucked up in this world ~~esp you~~ it's so hard to understand why they even exist and how easily the heart unravels into a mess only to have other people sew it back proper again. now all i feel is pity for you and nothing else... not even bitterness 'cos you wagered on the wrong girl, jerk. go back to your deluded world and lets hope we never see each other again

on a lighter note, dad's back. gave him a huge bear hug because i've missed him rather terribly.
just finished a fruitful shopping trip (:

ares fac dance's made up of awesome ♥

no goodbyes in this world

2010-02-03T11:43:35Z

with the best og ever... OG 23 ♥

dinner & truthordare fun @ plaza sing (:

to og23;
I miss you guys so much. thanks for everything, for all our togetherness and the fun and memories we've shared.. made some really good friends (we'll definitely stay in touch k!) and somehow I want our days as an og to last longer but there's no way to stop the passing of time so yeah. feeling quite sad now thanks you guys let's always remember those days ♥

and so ends Ad Inifinitum 2010.. I'll keep these memories close.

...

TODAY; woke up with NO VOICE AT ALL and nearly freaked anw i sound like some deep-throated guy now it sounds disgusting and yes it has effectively reduced my range to either 1) very low or 2) too weirdly high but oh well :/ got into Ares and that just rocks man haha. tomorrow's the epic war games - hwach's massive inter-faculty bombing game ahh so exciting! no points for guessing who's going to win (:

pretty damn exhausted after running around with a bloody blister on my foot but i guess cca exhibition was fun. thanks Elf for being my 'recruit' and helping out so much omg i'm eternally grateful! had fun with the choir peeps + made new friends in my ct (10A16) the girls are v nice (not to mention the twelvers!) and to keep positive i'm sure tmrw will be even better.... and that i'll get my voice back omg pleaseee

ANUNEH 23 (:

2010-02-01T16:03:51Z

AD INFINITUM DAY 3 (:
today was ultra fun omg yes it was!! we had wet games and everyone was cheering real madly haha. won three drawn one lost one, not bad right? it was really, the effort that counts.. oh and i'm just exhilarated 'cos we had to pair up for the slippery slope game, which is like omgwthisthis as you see soaked-to-the-max people trying to climb up the slope with hoses of soapy water aimed at them by the ogls haha. and i can't believe that junrong and i managed to do it!! was so scared initially but when we finally made it to the top, it was such a rush of thrill/excitement/godknowswhat i couldn't stop jumping after we high-fived haha (: and og 23's really imba okay, we kept up the spirit and rooted for everyone on the team yay ^^

ANUNEH (OG)23!! (:
(missing bryan & yiteng, who had to go for trng but were our awesome captains)

and after that was Sodache hahaha everyone was darn tired but continued dancing/cheering anyway! amazingly it was quite fun and i'm glad that i have a nice dance partner in jr 'cos i'm terribly bad at memorising choreography :/

chilled out @central plaza afterwards + played wall and mafia and it was seriously good fun (:

HAHA LOVE YOU GUYS ♥

the girls; thanks you all are really nice! (:

(some cool pose idk what i'm doing haha anyway!)

YES WE EVEN THE GUYS CHIPPED IN:

junxian benedict junrong mingyang timonthy benjamin kokjoon (:
missing quite a few of the others!

the supposedly 'macho' pose of the guys.. okay I want to laugh already haha

OMG THIS IS JUST EPIC :>

...

dinner at coro and chilled out @ Swirl afterwards. played truth or dare oh wow i havent played that in such a long time.. i guess we all found out something new about one another. the dares were quite hilarious well k i shan't elaborate (:

THANKS OG23 for today! ♥
can't wait for tomorrow (:

bus ride home with ps and simin was a revelation of sorts. it made me realise.. and also to appreciate certain things, certain people. hope we'll always stay that way, though it's a dream that seems to ideal but i'll do my best <3

maybe I'm fairly materialistic...

2010-01-31T13:38:46Z

THE NEWEST ADDITION TO MY GADGETLESS LIFE ♥

HELLO BABY YOU'RE MINE (:
love your features and the awesome widgets ahh everything else is worth swooning tooo xxx

og dinner + movie tmrw! and this may sound silly but i'm happy 'cos old friends are calling up to arrange for catching-up dates.. that's just lovely and yesyes this entire week's going to be special (:

untitled

2010-01-30T04:41:16Z

terminating my voice lessons was never a thought. but with pracs thrice a week, overseas competitions, a new curriculum with HELM and horrible h1 chinese and more committments i feel like it's really going to be impossible to carry on with something that i love and enjoy so much but now it's just going to come to an end. the phone conversation was probably the worst part i didn't know what else to say but as i thanked her for all her guidance and everything she's done for me i thought i'd be okay and that it's something necessary to be done but no.

sorry and thanks should never go together.

and you're my heroine.

2010-01-28T16:30:58Z

BLG CONCERT = AMAZING TO THE MAXX (!!)
OMGOMGOMG srsly it was like a huge mosh pit with sweaty bodies and music so loud you can literally hear the beat thumping your chest out and fists pumping the air the crazy gyration and real awesome music is like.. a total drug yes this is a LIVE concert high!! got so much to post but ugh so tired thanks chongmin sylvia chang eunice youwei huanyuan haha we all had a great time + taking dizzy photos after that (including one in front of the casino omg haha) and of course the starbucks therapy afterwards!! didn't get to meet farez but saw yj there too! and some of the nanyang juniors.. picked up a BLG guitar pick but gave it to cm 'cos she really loves them to bits (: and thanks yw for accompanying me to the bus stop i always impose on you so much :/

photos tomorrow too stoked now ugh

ORIENTATION @HWACH
not bad haha made many new friends today! the girls are such nice/friendly people i swear (: games were quite fun but our ogl has told us that tmrw's going to be even better! haha yay i really can't wait ♥ og dinner tmrw yesyes?

ANUNEH 23 (!!) yep orientation was a blast (: it was like tankloads of fun and a whole lot of excited cheering (which translates to mostly screaming actl) but overall it was better than expected! thanks polo guys for winning half our games for us haha + peishan & liki for leading the cheers + junrong for being such a nice dance partner + everyone else who got high and wild! dinner was made up of v interesting conversations and yes breaking the ice really does take some time as i quote jr but i guess what matters is that we try? and try we did :>

(missing quite alot of the guys but we can always take more!)
staying out late on mon + og farewell dinner on tues! yay can't waaaait (Y)

super tired now muscles ache all over no more train of coherent thought GOODNIGHT ALL

on the glass surface

2010-01-26T01:45:53Z

OF WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY (:

choir was great yesterday, tu piangi sounded soo good omg keep it up sops!!
and I love it when the basses sing beautifully haha

...

movie smishsmash:

I need to watch all of these.

newsflash: the geog lecture proved to be an absolute disappointment yesterday.. and suddenly it occured to me that hey, the learning curve's far too steep for someone like me. and by some unusual twist of events, I'm currently considering History. which equates to HELM... omg. but if it's good prep for Law + has an interesting syllabus + mainly essay-writing, why not? in terms of difficulty, chem's definitely easier to score. but on the basis of practicality.. perhaps hist will be the way to go. haha yes i'm very fickle-minded as you can see. at the same time though, what I want is a combi that interests me and will actually make me work hard for it for the upcoming two years.

I quote sylvia, "life-threatening decisions at the innocent age of 16..."
YESS SADLY :<

not going to tear my hair out over this (movie date w the girls at twelve!) so yes we'll see we'll see

next stop, happiness

2010-01-24T03:55:32Z

MANDY'S 16TH BDAY BBQ ~~

had an absolute blaaast yess you're finally sixteen my dear junior! we're of the same age now haha feels so surreal doesn't it? formed a mini gambling den + played a v interesting game w the double As (haha) + ate like crazy and yep, ended up camwhoring.. well, we merely acquiesced to the birthday girl's wishes :>

for you, birthday girl:

in short.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE YOU LOADS XX ♥ ♥ ♥
drag you out fo r a fab nc16 movie soon k!

NIGHT OF FUN:

(:

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was at Chinatown with dad the other day.. on a secret undercover mission hahaha! okay frankly he was on some police operation and I had no desire to be my mom's shoppy-girl (which involves carrying -alot- of bags ugh) so I uh tagged along. it was really quite mysterious, though the lure of chicklit on sale eventually saw me staying put at the book fair ): while he wandered off to do his spy-ish stuff. oh, damn.

our conversation went smth like this:

dad: k the shop we're going to is called CK..
me: -loudly- HUH CK AH WHERE?!?!
dad: -horrified- sshh keep quiet! be inconspicious!
me: that's so my middle name don't worry daddy~

I think he kinda regretted bringing me along. oops (:

newyear shopping later, dinner with yj afterwards..
really tempted to have the nyny at jurong p but I'M JUST SO BROKE ugh okay whatever

who thinks straight anyway

2010-01-20T09:57:31Z

PAST FEW DAYS... quite eventful in certain ways haha.

I conclude that hwach's campus isn't as humongous as I thought it was. it's actually quite easy to navigate your way around! which is really good news for a direction-idiot like me btw. so far, IP lectures = slackish and boring. but the math lecturer was hilarious like totally.

(shan't post any of her ridiculous comments here else i start laughing again)

rioHC performed for isyf today, k I enjoyed the songs v much (:
the gown's pretty but having to tie your hair into a neat bun is.. torture...

the flu's been rather persistent and honestly I'm sick of being sick. HELLO MEDS PLEASE WORK YOUR MAGIC (!!)

breakfast tmrw morn @kap with my wonderful 'sisters' (haha rmb our family meals!) mm hotcakes mm yum (:

oh yeah. one last thing.. it's terribly lag of me but I've finally started to seriously consider my subj combi for the next two years. so now the choice boils down to one of the two: LCME (lit chem math econs) / GELM (geog econs lit math). I don't know what's the use of having one science, and the idea of taking it just to mug and score an A no longer sounds appealing.. I know that I'll have some catching up to do for Geog, but for some freaking reason I just kinda like it?? or rather, developed a sudden interest in it. and taking this combi will mean a switch from hybrid to full arts.. which doesn't sound so bad. point is, I don't want to end up regretting my choice in the end.

okay this sounds so disorganised but whatever. anyone has any idea what I should do? :/

gotta take some time to think over this carefully.

in this spinning world, we are still

2010-01-17T08:49:15Z

ESTEE'S 17TH BDAY (!!)

high tea @ Equinox was beyond delicious. like I had gleefully exclaimed to sylvia, it was 'every glutton's dream' like seriously. THANKYOU ESTEE for the treat, you're the birthday girl and yet... hope you like all our presents! missed AniG so much we just kept talking laughing eating and killing time very effectively (:

on a more serious note, the eight of us are going to stay tight through the jc years yeah?
and have all our customary bday surprises, movie outings, study dates.. ♥

...

one; kickboxing w feei = unbelievably tiring but super fun!! halfway through our xxth punches we wanted to drop dead haha. happy birthday girl! you're officially seventeen and we've known each other for more than nine years (:

two; bought an oversized black tote for the new school year. YES I AM SHAMELESSLY FICKLE. guess I can just use the red one for.. other social functions hahaha :3

three; took a semi-vacation to india today. mm okay uber inside joke but I'm glad to have been with you (:

four; the flu strikes back.. now with a vengeance. basically I'm happily bedridden with a marathon of movies to watch.. essentially, still surviving that is.

five; I wave goodbye to the holidays.. which has been the best one ever.

the past two months or so seem to have gone past in a blur. dotted with so, so many things that have made me experience an incredible rush like no other. it's like chewing on some enchanted sweet and skyrocketing all the way to the moon the next moment.. forged stronger friendships, stayed in touch with longtime friends, made new ones, traveled to some amazing places, kept beautiful memories. had alot of firsts too; going on the spore flyer, tandem cycling, going for newyear countdown, making resolutions under the shimmering fireworks, eating ice-cream at crazy temperatures, going to Oxford/Cambridge, karaoke, kickboxing, dancing, singing in a SATB choir, setting up a tumblr, making sandwiches (HAHA), taking photos with xmas trees in town, discovering a spot that seems like paradise.. and a dozen other stuff. to be perfectly honest, I don't want the holidays to end.

but life goes on. it has to.

JC will be different, I know. plus my committments to choir, piano and voice lessons.. I just hope that I won't have to give anything up. time to slap myself awake and slip into an entirely different persona.

to all my friends, thanks for everything ♥
and to a special someone, thank you for opening my eyes.

and only because

2010-01-14T07:29:15Z

from tumblr:

Alice In Wonderland

Alice: I simply must get through.
Doorknob: Sorry, you're much too big, simply impassible.
Alice: You mean impossible?
Doorknob: No, impassible. Nothing's impossible.

♥ ♥ ♥

leaves us all something to think about, doesn't it?

and tomorrow you will not

2010-01-13T12:35:28Z

it took every ounce of guts in my entire being to take 'sectionals' today.

for the basses.
yeah k initially i was like wthomgwhymenotme (?!!) but there wasn't rly much of a choice ugh

it was, however, surprisingly fulfilling. after the initial shock of the sudden change in sound and the deepness of it and the fact that they're mostly strangers and ahh okay basically i just stopped treating them like guys HAHA yes i know this sounds weird! once my personal barrier was over and done with, things progressed rather smoothly. they're fast learners, really. Que Rico E has insane rhythm/speed/pitchings though. and when it was time for combined sectionals with the tenors.. okay damn i nearly freaked out. but one hc senior was super nice and held up the score for me while i was clapping the beat. that cracked everyone up haha. i like their sound too (:

um this is not a post for boasting purposes, please. it just expresses my relief and probably.. sense of awe?

go rioHC (:

first comes acceptance, before the letting go

2010-01-13T02:02:35Z

yesterdays = brief self-recovery period.
what with a nagging flu and all the messed-up emotions of frustration and whatnot...

but today, it's time to step out.

rioHC prac later at three, better hope my voice works! I've been over at tumblr alot more nowadays, but this lj won't be abandoned (: oh and feei & I are going for our first ever kickboxing session this saturday.. yay it's gonna be something I'm sure. returning yw his books tmrw morning, before meeting up to revise scores/do math(?)/have lunch and stuff. and friday is our estee's 17th birthday, held at none other than the freaking Equinox at raffles hotel. like omg what the... the food's gonna be so good!! haha oops.

realised alot of stuff lately. yeah well. 'alot of stuff' sounds so vague-ish.. but I'll just leave it as that (:

of new beginnings and nostalgic fun

2010-01-10T16:04:57Z

short recap of my maddeningly hectic (but fun) week:

thursday
went over to a friend's house to memorise rioHC songs. had a quick lunch + long and enjoyable dinner (:

friday
rioHC prac in the morning.. omg I swear Thank You For The Music sounded super good (:
(I will post my feelings about choir soon..)

rushed down to town to meet Elf and we watched did you hear the morgans? hahaha omg the show was hilariously nice and funny because we smuggled kfc food in but the cheezy meltz thing I bought was so hard to eat 'cos it's freaking messy haha! wandered around orchard for awhile, and went back to her house for more verbal jousting and awesome music and a good load of talking (: lost track of the time and in the end, Y had to drag my books home for me.. oops. we got lost too, I'm so sorry! ugh I'm a nagivation idiot like totally.

saturday
plan to go to the beach = aborted. because why, I've an affinity with last-min spontaneous activities...

ended up going to Elf's house (yes again) but this time with yj who wanted to spend time with her bro, being the good senior he is haha. played xbox for like an hour and towards the end I was unwilling to let go of the console okay. headed to plaza sing for a delicious dinner (we shared a banana split!) and spent an hour in the arcade (: Elf and I totally owned them in the shooting games omg. thanks for the great day guys!

TODAY
.. WAS FREAKING AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME ♥ ♥ ♥

1. met up at bedok mrt and followed the guys to ecp hahaha
2. waited for feei @burger king (thanks don for the onion ringss)
3. rented bikes and cycled ALL THE WAY to changi village omg......
4. many 'accidents' along the way HAHA i knocked over some iron thing!
5. ate lunch at cv... nearly two hours later
6. me & feei had a huge coconut each haha (:
7. cycled back but decided to lag behind with the "Back Gang"
8. listened to sean's funny nonsense + witnessed his pro one-leg cycling!!
9. talked to yw about certain stuff and dug out his aspirations.. to be a ______ aww so sweet (:
10. plus I persuaded him to go for BLG concert heee
11. finally reached the rental shop with minutes to six pm
12. THAT WAS A REALLY LONG BUT FUN RIDE OKAY (!!)
13. ate dinner @macs.. while watching soccer haha
14. took group photos by the beach (we saw the sunset yay so beautiful)
15. played indian poker and did silly dares! ohman too unforgettable alr
16. laughed and talked all the way back home (:

photos!

6/1'05 peeps who came today ♥

jon what were you looking at hahaha
youwei and weide, you two must smileee moreeee (:

the girls who braved the arduous cycling trip (like around 15+km in all?)

my lovely feei (:
we finally had the chance to fill each other in about our lives..

this is my shot with our BFG (:
that would stand for Big Friendly Giant, haha.

so yes.... I've no regrets organising this with jon, thanks everyone who came today! it kinda amazed me to see how we can talk so freely after so many years, it's been totally enjoyable yay. cheers to our friendships that have lasted for six-nine years (:

for the O lvl results tmrw, I wish you guys all the best.
this goes for everyone else as well yeah?

and, thanks yw for your reassurance. I know tomorrow's not going to be the happiest day ever for me, but nevertheless. I've already accepted it. still, it was quite comforting.. so thanks (: don't worry about yours okay, you're going to be just fine yes JUST FINE. and you'll be well on your way to joining njc and getting into the soccer team there and thrashing all the other schools haha. weide too! if that happens, I'll definitely go watch all the matches yup (:

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tired but really quite gratified.

long, long day tomorrow.

hello happy days

2010-01-07T11:57:37Z

omg this is crazy but I just feel so happy everyday.
yes..... pretty abnormal yeahiknow (:

to all you lovelies out there:

from carissa's tumblr:

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.
Your presence is a present to the world.
You are unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.
Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You will make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Do not put limits on yourself.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize.
Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
Do not take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.
Remember that a little love goes a long way. Remember that a lot … goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life’s treasure are people together.
Realize that it is never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have hearth and hope and happiness.
Life is 10% of what happens to you, and 90% of how you respond to it.
Don’t be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can always carry easily.
Take the time to wish upon a star.
Words are windows to the heart.
You are richer today if you have laughed, given or forgiven.
I don’t have to attend every argument I’m invited to.
Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep.
Learn from the mistakes of others. You can’t live long enough to make them all yourself.
A good example is the best sermon.
No one is easier to deceive than oneself.
The greatest fault of all is to be conscious of none.
Love is understanding, acceptance, and tenderness. If it tries to strangle and possess, it is not love.
The journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step.
The task ahead of us is never as great as the Power within us.
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.
It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
Always put yourself in others’ shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.
You can’t change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.
Love ……and you shall be loved.
All people smile in the same language.
A hug is a great gift..one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it’s easy to exchange.
Everyone needs to be loved…especially when they do not deserve it.
The real measure of a man’s wealth is what he has invested in love.
Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it.
It’s important for parents to live the same things they teach.
If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for.
Happy memories never wear out…. relive them as often as you want.
Home is the place where we grumble the most, but are often treated the best.
The choice you make today will usually affect tomorrow.
Take time to laugh for it is the music of the soul.
If anyone speaks badly of you, live so none will believe it.
Patience is the ability to idle your motor when you feel like stripping your gears.
Love is strengthened by working through conflicts together.
The best thing parents can do for their children is to love each other.
Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.
To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go through it.
We take for granted the things that we should be giving thanks for.
Love is the only thing that can be divided without being diminished.
Happiness is enhanced by others but does not depend upon others.
For every minute you are angry with someone, you lose 60 seconds of happiness that you can never get back.
Do what you can, for who you can, with what you have, and where you are.
AND DO NOT EVER FORGET… FOR EVEN A DAY HOW VERY SPECIAL YOU ARE!

it's really meaningful... feel free to leave a comment if you find it inspirational too (:

rioHC rehearsal tomorrow, i'm ready despite my half-tan/fever/sorethroat oh yes bring it on.