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18 June 2018 @ 10:11 pm
22 December 2009 @ 08:57 am
POSITIVITY HELPS. IT REALLY DOES.
lovely company these days, and more and more people are returning from the Outside World (overseas, haha) so.. yes. no more bitchfits and sudden moodswings, they tire me out immensely. guess it made me realise just how important self-reliance is.. maybe it's time to grow up. I need to believe that there's someone inside of me who knows what she's doing, and with that same resolute belief, give her all in everything.
wrote x'mas cards yesterday, will continue today and tomorrow.. out with the hmp class of '09 later (:
EROICKEYS OF CLASS '09 (!!)
today was fantastic, you guys are really the ♥
...
and to end off with a most adorable picture:
yes it is.
you know I'm missing you (:
lovely company these days, and more and more people are returning from the Outside World (overseas, haha) so.. yes. no more bitchfits and sudden moodswings, they tire me out immensely. guess it made me realise just how important self-reliance is.. maybe it's time to grow up. I need to believe that there's someone inside of me who knows what she's doing, and with that same resolute belief, give her all in everything.
wrote x'mas cards yesterday, will continue today and tomorrow.. out with the hmp class of '09 later (:
EROICKEYS OF CLASS '09 (!!)
today was fantastic, you guys are really the ♥
...
and to end off with a most adorable picture:
yes it is.
you know I'm missing you (:
Current Mood: 
calm
calmCurrent Music: wake up call - maroon 5
19 December 2009 @ 11:08 pm
chingay rehearsal was really fun, intense at times. thanks for the good company (:
everything else.. isn't that great.
how do you stand being broke/alone/helpless/frustrated at the same time?
sometimes i feel like i'm just some insignificant speck in this world that's ever so vast and boundless it's like i can disappear and no one will bother to notice. or bother to ask why. tonight's one of those times i just want to give everything up and scream my guts out.. and let the silent winds carry my cries to reach the hearts of others who may actually feel the same way.
everything else.. isn't that great.
how do you stand being broke/alone/helpless/frustrated at the same time?
sometimes i feel like i'm just some insignificant speck in this world that's ever so vast and boundless it's like i can disappear and no one will bother to notice. or bother to ask why. tonight's one of those times i just want to give everything up and scream my guts out.. and let the silent winds carry my cries to reach the hearts of others who may actually feel the same way.
Current Music: goodnight goodnight - maroon 5
17 December 2009 @ 10:22 pm
okay, this is going to sound real crazy and all that but..
next year, me chang kai (and some other ri peeps) are going to be part of..
i mean, if this is what we're going to witness on the parade itself.. should be okay luh :> wow i'm seriously bursting in excitement/anxiety/nervousness i feel like a huge balloon that's puffing up too fast or like a rocket that's zooming into space at breakneck speed with all the flames dancing like crazy yes i think i'm going mad
.. well, it all depends on how saturday works out. we'll see ♥
(and maybe this is what life's all about; trying crazy new stuff, stepping out of the comfort zone and into the nasty, scary unknown.. OKAY I REALLY WANT THIS TO WORK)
next year, me chang kai (and some other ri peeps) are going to be part of..
CHINGAY 2010 (!!)
LIKE OMGWTHBBQ WHY DID I LET KAI DRAG US INTO THIS!!!!
but still.. it seems pretty cool! seriously man the dance rehearsal's this coming sat and there'll be way more rehearsal in january, before the final chingay parade on mid feb (: I probably took a gazillion years to decide but now that i've made up my mind.. it's do or die hahaha hopefully it'll be fun and happening and all that rightttt
but still.. it seems pretty cool! seriously man the dance rehearsal's this coming sat and there'll be way more rehearsal in january, before the final chingay parade on mid feb (: I probably took a gazillion years to decide but now that i've made up my mind.. it's do or die hahaha hopefully it'll be fun and happening and all that rightttt
i mean, if this is what we're going to witness on the parade itself.. should be okay luh :> wow i'm seriously bursting in excitement/anxiety/nervousness i feel like a huge balloon that's puffing up too fast or like a rocket that's zooming into space at breakneck speed with all the flames dancing like crazy yes i think i'm going mad
.. well, it all depends on how saturday works out. we'll see ♥
(and maybe this is what life's all about; trying crazy new stuff, stepping out of the comfort zone and into the nasty, scary unknown.. OKAY I REALLY WANT THIS TO WORK)
Current Mood: ecstatic
ecstatic17 December 2009 @ 12:06 am
TRIO @MARINA BARRAGE ♥
went over to mb in the morning, with plans of flying kites + playing frisbee but alas none of them materialised so instead we sat down to have our neat picnic (: began to bake in the sun soonafter (haha), so we retreated into the nice shade and uh.. started to go into the cool water.. which was really truckloads of fun 'cos Elf immediately morphed into a kid and resorted to kicking water at me (!!) so yeah, waterfight afterwards HAHA seriously really hilarious :> took pretty photos amidst the waterworks!
headed to 313 and cine in the afternoon, ooh-ed and aah-ed at the glamour of utter chicness of the new mall and proceeded to take neos! which were v fun by the way, and ysabel and I finally got to decorate 'em yay (: and oh, this is definitely important: I PIERCED MY EARS TODAAAYYYY ^^ yesss I did, with the two of them watching! omg haha. not too painful, thank goodness for that.. star earrings of course, been wanting to do this since forever :3
bid ysabel a 'teary' farewell and went over to Elf's house for good music, spoofs + laughter, therapy (yes it was rather amazing) and a delicious dinner. even got the chance to try her cello! it's an absolutely beautiful instrument.. she plays it well, seriously. thanks for having me over, it was once again v memorable and enlightening
headed to 313 and cine in the afternoon, ooh-ed and aah-ed at the glamour of utter chicness of the new mall and proceeded to take neos! which were v fun by the way, and ysabel and I finally got to decorate 'em yay (: and oh, this is definitely important: I PIERCED MY EARS TODAAAYYYY ^^ yesss I did, with the two of them watching! omg haha. not too painful, thank goodness for that.. star earrings of course, been wanting to do this since forever :3
bid ysabel a 'teary' farewell and went over to Elf's house for good music, spoofs + laughter, therapy (yes it was rather amazing) and a delicious dinner. even got the chance to try her cello! it's an absolutely beautiful instrument.. she plays it well, seriously. thanks for having me over, it was once again v memorable and enlightening
thanks guys, I think it's pretty amazing how things worked out so easily for the three of us, and the uk trip truly did bring us closer together.. there's never a dull moment with you two, and I just can't help but feel so thankful to be part of this lovely group. love you guys long time ♥
Current Mood: loved
loved14 December 2009 @ 05:09 pm
BON VOYAGE TO MY TWO LOVELY FRIENDS:
SYLVIA AH GOOO!
have fun to uh.. omg I realise I don't know where you're flying off to :< AHH okay just received your sms.. HAVE FUN IN KUNMING! (is that in china..? my geog is epic fail omg) ..anyway, will miss you v much and thanks for the nz chocs okay!! they're superbly delicous, yum. when you return, it'll be a foursome outing on the 23rd yay (:
YJ AKA PERSONAL MAID :3
isn't that such a fitting, apt name? okay, don't hammer me just yet.. somebody's flying off to switzerland huh, not bad. it'll be ultra cold there so wear more layers and don't forget to take loads of photos! I want my x'mas gift okay.. haha just kidding (: and don't cry when you see that thing again.. so not worth it. farewell! (:
..
oh apparently my bro wants tuition (and not from a stranger, he insists) so i'm going to be giving him one! scary. anyway I charge cheap okay, ten bucks for five hours in a week. like seriously, I can make more money sweeping the streets or something along those lines.. but then again, this would be my first ever 'job'. and that makes me excited ^^
packed week ahead, have fun everyone ♥
Current Mood: chipper
chipper14 December 2009 @ 02:17 am
listening to this never fails to take my mind off.. disappointing stuff.
...
you know what breaks?
it's not when the team you support loses.
or when things don't ever work out.
even when it's a match as big as this one..
because for me, it's hearing the soulful, almost desperate cries from the fans. who fill the entire stadium with all their love and faith in the team they believe so much in. there's nothing that makes me angrier than people who read off the results from the newspaper, and pretend as if they're such know-it-all's simply because they can say, "oh yes, liverpool lost again didn't they?" no.. they don't know a thing.
the run of disappointments has got to end.
...
you know what breaks?
it's not when the team you support loses.
or when things don't ever work out.
even when it's a match as big as this one..
because for me, it's hearing the soulful, almost desperate cries from the fans. who fill the entire stadium with all their love and faith in the team they believe so much in. there's nothing that makes me angrier than people who read off the results from the newspaper, and pretend as if they're such know-it-all's simply because they can say, "oh yes, liverpool lost again didn't they?" no.. they don't know a thing.
the run of disappointments has got to end.
Current Mood: 
crushed
crushed09 December 2009 @ 10:15 pm
UPDATED: the week at a glance (:
MONDAY
went to chongmin's house for some good jamming, whoosh. sang alot of songs while she strummed on her guitar.. had to 'force' her to harmonise with me though, haha.
we're not on our way to stardom or wtv you call it okay! silly girl (:
BTW, DON'T FORGET OUR PROJECT HAHAHA
met up with ysabel afterwards for new moon! my second round watching it.. and surprisingly, it was better than expected. there were some parts that were horribly draggy, but.. still worth a watch or two. thanks you guys ♥
TUESDAY
passed a souvenir-ish gift to S, it was nice while it lasted.
plus.. I packed my room while waiting. it's considerably neater right now.
headed down to ysabel's house afterwards! her house is seriously.. pretty. we watched two good movies, snacked on delicious stuff, played com games and took photos by her garden + swing hahaha. in short, we had loads of fun (: but that forgetful pig almost left her umbrella outside cold storage hahaha
hey fellow happy pie, you're almost like a twin to me (:
WEDNESDAY
don't think I can ever find the words to describe today, and whenever I say that it means I'm kinda.. overwhelmed? right now, I'm still in that shell-shocked state. but it was wonderful, it was amazing, it was crazy, it was.. mindblowing. left me in quite a daze for awhile. am still v dizzy, which explains why this post is not really coherent at all. but just.. thanks for all your reassurances. I won't forget it.
...
THURSDAY
day out with the awesome foursome, thank you guys for the great company.. hit a world record of four straight hours in the kbox room, going drunk and high over random songs. there was a point when i knocked carissa's shirley temple over and caused uh, quite alot of mess hahaha. after the massive fun/craziness we headed down to orchard central for a good ol' picnic by the park. the night sky was as lovely as you guys (:
shunning the camera vs embracing it!
masquerrrade! ♥
hey guys, you know i trust you all alot don't you. we trust one another so much i think it's a really beautiful thing, this friendship. but for that matter.. please give me some time. a promise is a promise, and i intend to keep mine. guess what makes me really happy though? it's knowing that we're taking similar subj combis and probably getting into the same fac next year. that just makes my day.. knowing we'll be close for a long time (:
FRIDAY
went for feei's 58th ncc coc!
MONDAY
went to chongmin's house for some good jamming, whoosh. sang alot of songs while she strummed on her guitar.. had to 'force' her to harmonise with me though, haha.
we're not on our way to stardom or wtv you call it okay! silly girl (:
BTW, DON'T FORGET OUR PROJECT HAHAHA
met up with ysabel afterwards for new moon! my second round watching it.. and surprisingly, it was better than expected. there were some parts that were horribly draggy, but.. still worth a watch or two. thanks you guys ♥
TUESDAY
passed a souvenir-ish gift to S, it was nice while it lasted.
plus.. I packed my room while waiting. it's considerably neater right now.
headed down to ysabel's house afterwards! her house is seriously.. pretty. we watched two good movies, snacked on delicious stuff, played com games and took photos by her garden + swing hahaha. in short, we had loads of fun (: but that forgetful pig almost left her umbrella outside cold storage hahaha
hey fellow happy pie, you're almost like a twin to me (:
WEDNESDAY
don't think I can ever find the words to describe today, and whenever I say that it means I'm kinda.. overwhelmed? right now, I'm still in that shell-shocked state. but it was wonderful, it was amazing, it was crazy, it was.. mindblowing. left me in quite a daze for awhile. am still v dizzy, which explains why this post is not really coherent at all. but just.. thanks for all your reassurances. I won't forget it.
...
THURSDAY
day out with the awesome foursome, thank you guys for the great company.. hit a world record of four straight hours in the kbox room, going drunk and high over random songs. there was a point when i knocked carissa's shirley temple over and caused uh, quite alot of mess hahaha. after the massive fun/craziness we headed down to orchard central for a good ol' picnic by the park. the night sky was as lovely as you guys (:
shunning the camera vs embracing it!
masquerrrade! ♥
hey guys, you know i trust you all alot don't you. we trust one another so much i think it's a really beautiful thing, this friendship. but for that matter.. please give me some time. a promise is a promise, and i intend to keep mine. guess what makes me really happy though? it's knowing that we're taking similar subj combis and probably getting into the same fac next year. that just makes my day.. knowing we'll be close for a long time (:
FRIDAY
went for feei's 58th ncc coc!
it was real crowded with tons of army-ish guys there but seriously.. FEEI WE'RE DAMN PROUD OF YOU. girl, in that no.1 uniform you look absolutely hot (: still cannot believe the four of us have been friends for eight years.. that's like, half of our lives. the more i think about it, the more i feel overwhelmed with joy and gratitude. loveee you guys with all my heart ♥
SATURDAY
went for kai's cocktail mixing event (HAHA TTM!)
so hilariousss we actually made real cocktails and DRANK REAL COCKTAILS WOWWW they taste so freaking good :3 the dinner was superrr good we all went for seconds and thirds! daryl, apparently, had four empty plates on the table when it ended haha. company was goood, thanks everyone (:
SUNDAY
watched planet 51 with yangjin, omg it's brainlessly funny but the theatre was too cold.. went shopping after that (i know, haha) because he wanted to get a shirt.. and so we embarked on a full spammage of 'guy' shops and i must have fished out/rejected tons of clothing in his flustered face (: and after the xxth shop i realised that i had left my wallet back in the theatre. which was, two hours ago so i freaked out in calm-ish manner and we rushed back to lido.. went back into the ultra huge room and to our seats in the topmost area.. and my valiant knight recovered my beloved clutch ahhhh thank you!! if i had lost it back then, it could have spelled 'grounded for L-I-F-E' for me. which, uh, kills.
btw, i've found a personal assistant (maid, actually) in him. haha.
hope you liked your farewell gift, get me something in switzerland yeah? (:
..
here's to an absolutely-packed, well-spent week.
folks are finally back, i missed them badly.. great to have the family together again.
Current Mood: indescribable
06 December 2009 @ 10:10 pm
(only because you like sweet stuff, ugh)
hey friend, thanks for the awesome day. guess this goes to show that how long you know a person doesn't really equate to how well you'd know each other, and there's always the 'getting along well' part. surprisingly (or maybe miraculously,) this has been a perfect example. though I was pretty bowled over by some things you said today, I'm sure.. you must have your reasons. which, you're not telling me but I'll find out soon anyway (:
you left alot of stuff with me, just so you've forgotten!
but there's one thing you won't forget right...
Current Mood: 
thoughtful
thoughtful04 December 2009 @ 10:09 am
look who's back..
(credits http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/latest-n
TORRES RESUMES TRAINING :-)
that makes me super happy! after an injury that rendered him 'MIA' over the past month..
plus, liverpool's going to have an almost all-fit squad by this sat (:
in other news, had a phone conversation last night which left me speechless. why in the world would you think I was referring to you! -bangs forehead- and you didn't even ask me!! (as you can see, i'm not over it) but.. i'm glad we worked it out. aside from the funny parts, let's not have another misunderstanding again okay? it's just silly. really..
and i guess my recovery status is going to hit 100% soon, after today that is.
meeting cass later, can't wait <3
(credits http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/latest-n
TORRES RESUMES TRAINING :-)
that makes me super happy! after an injury that rendered him 'MIA' over the past month..
plus, liverpool's going to have an almost all-fit squad by this sat (:
in other news, had a phone conversation last night which left me speechless. why in the world would you think I was referring to you! -bangs forehead- and you didn't even ask me!! (as you can see, i'm not over it) but.. i'm glad we worked it out. aside from the funny parts, let's not have another misunderstanding again okay? it's just silly. really..
and i guess my recovery status is going to hit 100% soon, after today that is.
meeting cass later, can't wait <3
Current Mood: calm
calm